What a way to start out on the site: I saw your registration yesterday and was wondering when you would begin to post. That's a powerful thing you have just done and it shows a lot of courage.
So welcome to the site and I hope it will be able to help you. I guess you can already see you will find a great circle of caring and understanding guys here. Don't feel you need to push yourself - just take care of yourself here and make Jess your first priority. It's good to have you with us.
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)