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#166092 - 07/11/07 05:46 PM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: mogigo]
mogigo Offline
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Registered: 04/24/07
Posts: 1331
Loc: Colorado
I'm sorry I didn't know

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#166153 - 07/11/07 09:40 PM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: mogigo]
Pete2004 Offline
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Registered: 08/06/04
Posts: 958
Loc: North Carolina
Whew!!! Powerful Thread... Thanks Guys!

I did not know...This was not normal
I did not know....That boys did not do this
I did not know.....That it would affect me so deeply
I did not know......That it was not accepting and including
I did not know.......My body betrayed me
I did not know........I just did not know....No one told me....

Pete

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There is a destiny that makes us brothers;
No one goes his way alone;
What we send into the lives of others,
comes back into our own. (Edwin Markham)

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#166189 - 07/12/07 12:35 AM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: Pete2004]
kevin1562 Offline
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Registered: 06/07/07
Posts: 2
Loc: Michigan
I didn't know to run away.
I didn't know to scream.
I didn't know where everyone was.
I didn't know I should tell.
I didn't know I couldn't get in trouble.
I didn't know it was never my fault.

Kevin


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#166198 - 07/12/07 04:39 AM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: MarkK]
Still Offline
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Registered: 02/16/07
Posts: 6509
Loc: Terminus
I didn't know I could hate my own skin
I didn't know I was worth a darn thing
I didn't know it would ever end
I didn't know to even try to get out of it
I didn't know it would all come back and bite me like this
I didn't know I was a real boy too...not a space alien
I didn't know what to do

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When the phone don't ring, I'll know its you.

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#166332 - 07/12/07 04:13 PM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: Still]
Jaysen Offline
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Registered: 06/14/06
Posts: 680
I didn't know anyone would care.


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#166335 - 07/12/07 04:25 PM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: Jaysen]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Originally Posted By: Jaysen
I didn't know anyone would care.


And now you know differently. \:\)

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#166339 - 07/12/07 04:33 PM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: roadrunner]
BruisedSpirit Offline
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Registered: 06/26/07
Posts: 192
Loc: Ontario, Canada
I didn't know he lied.
I didn't know his threats weren't real.
I didn't know there were people to help me.
I didn't know other people just saw a boy, not an abused boy.
I didn't know it wasn't my fault.
I didn't know I hadn't asked for it.
I didn't know how to escape the shame.


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#166342 - 07/12/07 04:58 PM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: BruisedSpirit]
JessBoi16 Offline
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Registered: 07/11/07
Posts: 1
Loc: Mississippi
I didn't know anyone would understand.
I didn't know if my parents would blame me.
I didn't know if my parents would understand.
I didn't know if my friends would believe me.
I didn't know if my friends would stick by me.
I didn't know what other people would think or say.
I didn't know anyone would care.
I didn't know if it was normal, or not.
I didn't know how the persons who hurt me would react.

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Best Regards,
- Jess

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#166349 - 07/12/07 05:33 PM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: JessBoi16]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Jess,

What a way to start out on the site: I saw your registration yesterday and was wondering when you would begin to post. That's a powerful thing you have just done and it shows a lot of courage.

So welcome to the site and I hope it will be able to help you. I guess you can already see you will find a great circle of caring and understanding guys here. Don't feel you need to push yourself - just take care of yourself here and make Jess your first priority. It's good to have you with us.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#166370 - 07/12/07 07:22 PM Re: Our Secret Doors [Re: roadrunner]
thecoopstah Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 07/19/04
Posts: 589
Loc: massachusetts
I,too didn't know....it would essentially ruin my soul

I didn't know.... my life would have such unpredictable circumstances.

I didn't know.... i was being abused although it terrified me

I didn't know.... people would deny it

I didn't know....i could have said something....

I didn't know....so many years later my soul was shattered.

I didn't think/know....i'd get through it.

So this is part of my laundry list of issues i had then and there more glarring today.Although this does not take away from who i am and how loveable iv'e become.

Coopstah

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" You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have "

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