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#161696 - 06/15/07 08:30 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: shadowkid]
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Registered: 04/05/01
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Adam,

No matter how many times you hear it, it never sinks in.

Brian

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#161697 - 06/15/07 08:35 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: pain4ever]
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WARNING from ModTeam, September 2013: user "Shadowkid" was exposed as a hoaxer. His entire online persona and stories of sexual abuse were fiction. We encourage you not to become emotionally concerned by anything you see in any of his posts. Thank you
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the only thing that sinks in is im still here and hes not. i was 8 and he was my only hope at the time . i think my abuse was punishment for what happened ,well i dont think it i know it. adam

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#161698 - 06/15/07 08:41 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: shadowkid]
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Right on...I lost him..my only hope...and people say get over it. Fuck that...he was the only hope I had...come on its not that easy. I looked at hima s my reward for abuse though...losing him was my punishment.

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#161699 - 06/15/07 08:49 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: pain4ever]
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WARNING from ModTeam, September 2013: user "Shadowkid" was exposed as a hoaxer. His entire online persona and stories of sexual abuse were fiction. We encourage you not to become emotionally concerned by anything you see in any of his posts. Thank you
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after it happend my family just fell apart,my dad still blames me and it took tenyears but it killed my mom in the end

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#161700 - 06/15/07 08:50 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: shadowkid]
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No it didnt kill your mom. Dont try and pput that on yourself. Its not your fault about the family either!

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#161701 - 06/15/07 08:51 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: pain4ever]
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SK...you waana talk...PM me..I think we have lots we can discuss.

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#161702 - 06/15/07 08:52 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: pain4ever]
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WARNING from ModTeam, September 2013: user "Shadowkid" was exposed as a hoaxer. His entire online persona and stories of sexual abuse were fiction. We encourage you not to become emotionally concerned by anything you see in any of his posts. Thank you
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shit i have to leave but i'll look for you later k adam

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#161703 - 06/15/07 08:53 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: shadowkid]
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Okay! Take it easy.

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#161708 - 06/15/07 10:10 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: OKIE MIKE]
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OK..I finally read it.

Bawling

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#161709 - 06/15/07 10:14 AM Re: I killed him today...the root of my name here. [Re: Still]
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Im sorry Rob...I know it hits real close to home. That took alot of strength...thank you.

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