I figure I know Big Jay too well to think that will happen. I don't think Little Jay thinks that will happen either. Little Jay's feelings don't focus on Big Jay; they focus on himself, just like it goes with all abused boys. He figures this was all his fault, and it's so not true. There's a lot of raw emotion and confusion in that poem, and that's okay. But Little Jay will always hear that it wasn't his fault, and one day he will believe that.
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)