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#161390 - 06/12/07 07:42 PM Some pain last night and now
WesQ Offline
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Registered: 06/10/07
Posts: 31
Loc: Norcross, Georgia, USA
Hey all

Last night, one of my partners (I am in a tri-ad very well working relationship) said something that set me off into a downward spiral. I will name him "D" to keep him annon. He went a bit overboard with a comment/pick on me from what I had commented to on a commercial.

I was picked on a good bit all the way up to my early adult hood. I never was given the chance and always picked last. So, those times come back to me every once in a while. When it happens, I shut down and I cry and I don't feel worthy.

I got out of bed and walked out here to the home office and laid on the couch all balled up. Ryan (most of you know him from here) came out to check on me but D didn't until Ryan had to tell him so. I just felt a bit betrayed by him at that point.

What resulted tho.

I eventually got back into bed and D appologized. He held me close and rubbed my back till I started to drift off to sleep. This was at about 0200 this morning.

Later this morning, I got a really nice I love you email at my work from him. That made me smile and I have now since forgiven him for doing what he did. Tonight, I bought us all a nice Chinese supper.

That's all,

Wes

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" You gotta make your own kind of music
Sing your own special song
Make your own kind music
Even if nobody else sings along"

From "Make Your Own Kind of Music" by Mama Cass Elliott of the Mamas and Papas

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#161405 - 06/12/07 09:04 PM Re: Some pain last night and now [Re: WesQ]
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Registered: 06/04/07
Posts: 434
Loc: St. Louis, Missouri
Wes,

I'm jealous, you've got two, and I can't even find one.

Good luck, and if you find any extras, send them my way.

Luv ya,
Carl

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Shawn and Ben will always be in my heart....

Happiness is like peeing your pants; Everyone can see it, but only YOU feel the warmth.

Peebles, Ohio WOR alumni, Oct. 2007

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#161410 - 06/12/07 09:41 PM Re: Some pain last night and now [Re: Scoutvictim]
WesQ Offline
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Registered: 06/10/07
Posts: 31
Loc: Norcross, Georgia, USA
Will do C!

I tried to chat with you earlier in the chat but you vanished as I was coming in.

Hugs
Wes

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" You gotta make your own kind of music
Sing your own special song
Make your own kind music
Even if nobody else sings along"

From "Make Your Own Kind of Music" by Mama Cass Elliott of the Mamas and Papas

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#161446 - 06/13/07 07:46 AM Re: Some pain last night and now [Re: WesQ]
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Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
Wes,

Some people arent that considerate but it sounds like they both care for you. Its interesting that a triad works for you!

Brian

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Peace and Tranquility all depends on your frame of reference.

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