Your tainted kiss of ecstasy drains my life. Losing sight, losing direction, traveling so far into your sick little world.
Guided me away from all I had to live for, smothered me in self inflicted pain. Standing on unstable ground looking for the missing pieces of my broken heart. Hopes and dreams quickly fade away. You are the disease that has infected me and here I kneel, alone on broken dirty knees.
You are the greatest pain that I have ever known.
My words never came out properly instead they come out like a bullet to the brain. Fighting the system from within I burn everything that was once a fond memory, set off by the slightest trigger. False hope is for the weak. Through broken windows of your evil mind I’m there begging for mercy, resisting and you turn away so gracefully. Suffocating me with your fatal kiss of death.
Powerless against the machine, grinding my self esteem down to nothing.