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#160790 - 06/08/07 10:55 PM You!
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Registered: 02/16/07
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You hacked me apart
You used me
You fucked me
You…

You trained me
You showed me
You made me good at it
You…

You HAD me
I HAD you
You needed me
I needed you!
You…

You kissed me
You needed me
You owned me
You…

You left me…

You…

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#160801 - 06/09/07 01:29 AM Re: You! [Re: Still]
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bastard

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#160828 - 06/09/07 07:21 AM Re: You! [Re: shadowkid]
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Geez Rob, I'm not sure I ever saw anything like this before. Good for you though. It's important you got this out and are able to share it. And most important of all, you place the blame where it belongs. I hope writing this and sharing it will help you on your healing journey.

Much love,
Larry

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#160830 - 06/09/07 08:35 AM Re: You! [Re: roadrunner]
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I would only add to shadows response

fucking bastard


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#160833 - 06/09/07 09:43 AM Re: You! [Re: healingpartner]
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Ditto to all the above!!

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#160860 - 06/09/07 12:43 PM Re: You! [Re: Still]
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Rob,

Originally Posted By: Robbie Brown
You left me...

You


I hope you know -and believe - that it's absolutely normal for a boy to feel abandoned when the abuse ends, even if he hated and feared the abuse while it was happening. I remember how it felt when I was 14: I actually grieved for the abuser, thinking that he had abandoned me and that I must have done something just horrible to deserve for even him to toss me aside.

These are the feelings of wrecked and confused boys, Rob. We are not to blame for these sentiments or for any of the things that might have happened as a result later on.

Much love,
Larry

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As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#160970 - 06/10/07 10:42 AM Re: You! [Re: roadrunner]
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Rob......... Bobby

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#161065 - 06/11/07 12:13 AM Re: You! [Re: roadrunner]
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Originally Posted By: roadrunner
Geez Rob, I'm not sure I ever saw anything like this before.


A dubious (sounding) distinction Larry!

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#161127 - 06/11/07 02:15 PM Re: You! [Re: Still]
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"You left me...

You"


"I actually grieved for the abuser.."

Same with me and that #$%&! down the street.

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#219411 - 04/21/08 12:03 AM Re: You! [Re: FormerTexan]
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You know what?
You know who!
You did this!
You caused that

You got to play
I still pay

Am I crazy, or is it You?
You said
You did
You took

You felt great
I complied

You called
I came
You called
I ran – I’m here – please don’t tell

Do You know?
Do You care?
I’m still here
You still there?

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