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#160197 - 06/06/07 09:17 AM Re: prison [Re: Trevor]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I know you would. That's because you are already a better man than he will ever be. Your own pain and troubles haven't killed off your sense of what is right and wrong.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#160206 - 06/06/07 09:39 AM Re: prison [Re: roadrunner]
Trevor Offline

Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
ya i hate the motherfucker but
i dont wanna see anybody get

My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon. You look so precious.

#160363 - 06/07/07 08:16 AM Re: prison [Re: Trevor]
buzz_key Offline

Registered: 03/31/07
Posts: 635
Loc: USA

I don't know if this will help. But I was kinda in the same boat as you.

My mom was a whore who slept around while my dad was overseas, then up and abandons me...
setting it up for my dad to abuse me later.

I spent my whole life HATING her...wishing her dead.
But right as she was dying from cancer, I got to see her again.
I felt pity for her, for the life she had created for herself.

I am just now dealing with the feelings from when I was a kid and she did all the things she did. Cause when I allow myself to go back to little Buzz, I remember her being loving to me and me loving her back----and think, why did it all have to go bad?

I guess my point is this...we are ALL shaped by others....what shaped her? What is her story?

I don't mean to make excuses for her actions -

You do need to take care of yourself first...then if there is with your mom.

I'm sorry for the crap you went through and still go through.

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