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#160197 - 06/06/07 09:17 AM Re: prison [Re: Trevor]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Trev,

I know you would. That's because you are already a better man than he will ever be. Your own pain and troubles haven't killed off your sense of what is right and wrong.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#160206 - 06/06/07 09:39 AM Re: prison [Re: roadrunner]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
ya i hate the motherfucker but
i dont wanna see anybody get
hurt

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My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon. You look so precious.

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#160363 - 06/07/07 08:16 AM Re: prison [Re: Trevor]
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Registered: 03/31/07
Posts: 635
Loc: USA
Trevor,

I don't know if this will help. But I was kinda in the same boat as you.

My mom was a whore who slept around while my dad was overseas, then up and abandons me...
setting it up for my dad to abuse me later.

I spent my whole life HATING her...wishing her dead.
But right as she was dying from cancer, I got to see her again.
I felt pity for her, for the life she had created for herself.

I am just now dealing with the feelings from when I was a kid and she did all the things she did. Cause when I allow myself to go back to little Buzz, I remember her being loving to me and me loving her back----and think, why did it all have to go bad?

I guess my point is this...we are ALL shaped by others....what shaped her? What is her story?

I don't mean to make excuses for her actions -

You do need to take care of yourself first...then if there is room...deal with your mom.

I'm sorry for the crap you went through and still go through.


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