I don't know the song you mention, but I just want to welcome you to the site. I'm glad you found us and I know you will find a lot of support here. Just take it easy and find the pace you are comfortable with.
I want you to know I read your survivor story and am very sorry all this happened to you. Your parents should be supporting you a LOT more, and please do remember always that YOU did nothing wrong. Abuse is always the fault of the abuser and no one else.
You have a safe place to talk here - please do make use of it when you feel you can do so. Okay?
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)