the world just seems like one gigantic asshole right now.

people will butter you up -

like to use you for what they need - and then abandon.

with no care -

i mean - i guess i am angry how i was reared as well.

i'm just kind of dissapointed.

i understand - we all have to make a life for us and ourselves.

i feel totally behind - and like i would have like to have been in a committed relationship by this point -

fighting to survive both of us and someone to come to and know.

my blessings are a few friends - who're really consistent in those values.

Mark

I am sorry to hear that you are feeling down at the moment. I wish there was something i could do to cheer you up.

hang in there friend,

Duncan

that's a really sweet start Duncan!

thanks.... rule Britannia!

i'm hungry - i'll see you later.!