the world just seems like one gigantic asshole right now.
people will butter you up -
like to use you for what they need - and then abandon.
with no care -
i mean - i guess i am angry how i was reared as well.
i'm just kind of dissapointed.
i understand - we all have to make a life for us and ourselves.
i feel totally behind - and like i would have like to have been in a committed relationship by this point -
fighting to survive both of us and someone to come to and know.
my blessings are a few friends - who're really consistent in those values.
Edited by markgreyblue (05/17/07 03:13 PM)
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders
"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous