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#15630 - 12/05/01 11:10 PM My Thoughts 5
InjunE Offline
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Registered: 12/04/01
Posts: 89
Loc: Ohio
I am at home, relaxing on my chair
Sitting with my boys, and a wife that cares
Then my thoughts wander to a place I hate
To something that has shattered my faith

Because I remember all the shit
I feel like I can't handle it
But I hide my emotions, like I was taught
Silently I hope, someday they'll be caught

I know this won't happen, they will remain free
Because not even my own mother believes me
So I'm alone in my pain, begging for peace
Or at least for them to become deceased

So I sit here, frozen in pain
Never to be an innocent again
Always filled with an anger that grows
And I am the only one who knows

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Without my sons, I would not be here.

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#15631 - 12/06/01 06:57 AM Re: My Thoughts 5
SoCalJohn Offline
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Registered: 05/18/01
Posts: 510
Loc: Los Angeles, California
InjunE,

I am glad you chose this place to share your poems, your not alone with any of it anymore, and your words tell me i am not alone either.

John

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I asked him about this law he spoke of, he said,,, *watch* he then asked the others to share about their lives,,, the others talked of how things were for them, how things worked in their lives,,, and as they believed, it was so.

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