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#156023 - 05/14/07 08:31 AM Re: nothing [Re: Trevor]
pain4ever Offline


Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
Trevor,

Its terrible I know. I delt with it as a kid but there is not much you can do to change it, so channel your anger into something constructive to your healing. IT'S NOT FAIR...thats what I used to scream but you know what, there is nothing you can really do about it....is there??

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#156025 - 05/14/07 08:34 AM Re: nothing [Re: pain4ever]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
ya theres something i can do about
it but it aint legal!
i had to go to fucking jail to visit my
mothr on mothers day and he shows up there
like all of a sudden he gives a shit?
fuck him

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#156026 - 05/14/07 08:35 AM Re: nothing [Re: Trevor]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
:(i fucking hate him

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#156028 - 05/14/07 08:44 AM Re: nothing [Re: Trevor]
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Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
Trevor....I feel you...I hated evrything that happenned and everyone that did it to me. There is not much I can say but hang in there don't do anything illegal. God knows I thought about it for years!! I tracked down my dad, he told me the truth and it destroyed me but I still had contact and when I came out (Gay) he disowned me. My mom was right...I was better without him...I should have listened.



Love ya man!!

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#156030 - 05/14/07 08:51 AM Re: nothing [Re: pain4ever]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
i know thers nothing i can really
do about it an that pisses me
off to. i jus cant beleve that aftr
all this time he comes back around
and treats me like nothing happend
an he just saw me yestrday.
he asks me if i wanna meet my
brothr an sistr and im like HELL no
i dont wanna meet them!
it just hurts
i dont know if he knows wat went on
all those yrs aftr we left or not.
if he does know he oviusly doesnt
give a shit
i dunno
im pissed off about it and confused

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#156031 - 05/14/07 08:53 AM Re: nothing [Re: Trevor]
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Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
You have every right to be pissed!!!

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#156032 - 05/14/07 09:14 AM Re: nothing [Re: pain4ever]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
ya but it sucks to be pissed
off about it and not B able
to do anything about it!
how come ur dad disownd you?

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#156034 - 05/14/07 09:41 AM Re: nothing [Re: Trevor]
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Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
Trevor,

In his own words..."No son of my will be gay". He is a homophobe. So like I said overall I wish I had never got back in touch with him.

I told him off...18 months ago....and have not seen him since.

Yeah it kills to be so mad and no way to get justice. Find a good way to vent your anger. Its different for each person.

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#156037 - 05/14/07 09:47 AM Re: nothing [Re: pain4ever]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
what an ass
i hate ppl like that
i like girls mostly but
one time i told my
sistr there was a guy
that i liked and
she said "thats just the
abuse talking" i still
dont know what she meant
by that but she didnt
wanna talk about it and jus
kinda blew it of f

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#156040 - 05/14/07 10:01 AM Re: nothing [Re: Trevor]
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Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
Trevor,

Ignoring it will do no good. I tried for years and then I had to come to terms with my sexuality. Tough lemme tell you and don't for a minute beleive the abuse makes you gay. We are born the wat we are.

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