i need to be straight forward and just say this - don't place 'judgement on it' if you would -
just - does anyone find - with all the worry of fending off - bad stuff to keep life going - and
trying to keep bad people out of your life -and understand the upset and triggers -
does anyone have time for love - relationships or physicality ?
when i was in TO - i was just decorating - and taking care of life -
I had phsycality - but it was like - only that - i wasn't ready for 'love'
now - to have relationships - it's so complex and exhausting -
i am mostly - reeling - from dealing with the fallout from assholes -
and mostly protecting myself -
who has time for this? -
hopefully once i start work again - i'll have a pattern to give some time -
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders
"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous