yeah so i don't know what to say... or better how to say it..
So like the subject says something happened..
like.. oh my gosh.. i dont know how to say this..
Yeah something happened at the hospital... I woke up earlier... to the.. freak... nurse.. doing stuff to me.. i tried to yell but he just put a hand over my mouth and all and I couldnt do anything and...
I dont know anymore do i got a freaking sign on my forehead saying abuse me I don't mind i'm broken already anyway or something.
I don't care anymore just shoot me please.
I dont know what to do anymore this is not life

Alexander,

Is there anyone who can go to battle for you?

Alexander,

This is sooo bad!!!! You really must tell the hospital staff IMMEDIATELY. They will deal with this bastard and make sure he doesn't come on to anybody else. It doesn't matter who you tell - just tell someone AND RIGHT AWAY.

Much love,
Larry

i'm trying to find the courage to do the right thing but i don't know... im afraid if i press that button he will come and i don't know... i don;t know.

Alexander,

Can you go down the hall to the nurse's station? You don't want to run into this guy, of course, but if you're in a public area you should be okay. At least tell the duty doctor that something bad happened to you in your room and you don't feel safe.

Much love,
Larry

probably wouldn't make it out of my room esp not now but it's ok... eventually someone will come... in the morning... or something
I just... I just feel strangely empty right now.

Alexander,

You have to do what you feel safe with, of course, but I hope you will tell someone as soon as you can. This is really important for your own safety. Hang in there, my friend.

Much love,
Larry

i dont care he can kill me if he wants too.

We're here. Just hang on. You may be in shock--that feeling of emptiness and that you don't care is how you're protecting yourself from falling apart. That will pass, and your life will mean something again. But please hang on.

How do the nurses rotate? Will he be off duty for a day or two? Maybe the hospital has a patient advocate? Those are practical things--worry about them when you can. Hang on, and tell someone when you're ready to.

So sorry (and furious!) this happened!

David

A couple of other thoughts about safer people to disclose to--if the hospital provides mental health services, you could ask for a confidential meeting with a counselor--don't say why. Or a chaplain--there should be one available at all times. (Someone more used to dealing with non-medical problems and not directly connected to the nursing staff.)