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#153815 - 05/01/07 08:12 PM When will I be able to......
Logan Offline
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Registered: 04/05/03
Posts: 1205
Loc: NY
"Forget to Remeber" by Mudvayne

What have I done?
Where have I come frome?
When I burt the backs of the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my may back on you I turned my back on myself and became this mashine

Thoughtlessness
Selfishness
Hoplessness
Arrogant

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again

Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?


Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks for wounds paid back
Through the words of surrender


Emtiness
Lonelyness
Listlessness
Worthless

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again

Stil feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?


Can you save me? from myself, from these memories
Can you save me? from myself, from these mem-mo-ries

Surrender, To the shadows, Hauting inside, Bleed through you.
Surrender, to the secrets...inside, Lies within you


I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?


Can't feel you on the inside
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has has left me
ONE again
Open up the inside
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I've Forgotten to remember?


Surrender, To the shadows, Haunting inside, Bleed through.


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I would find it very difficult to belive that this song is not a bout abuse!!!

Logan

_________________________
"Terrible thing to live in Fear"-Shawshank Redemption
WOR Alumnus Hope Springs 2009
"Quite a thing to live in fear, this is what is means to be a slave"
-Blade Runner

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#154180 - 05/03/07 03:02 PM Re: When will I be able to...... [Re: Logan]
Still Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 02/16/07
Posts: 6401
Loc: 2.5 NATO Nations
Holy God Logan!!!

I hope Itunes has this.

gonna go check NOW

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Wishing You Were Here!

The Aftermath Video

The Water Buffalo Song

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#154692 - 05/06/07 07:06 AM Re: When will I be able to...... [Re: Still]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Logan,

You must surely be right. It's a plea from the wilderness that we all know so well, isn't it.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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