i went to the irish bakery -

and i sort of opened up to life - rigth or wrong

what i wanted just then - as i walked down the street -

just then....

so i walked into the bakery -

and the gal - bakery worker - in her 20s possibly came to help

me - all of them are classic "irish looking" and she is

smaller - googly eyes - glasses -

her voice cracks - she's abrupt - and just generally has a hard time "coming off pretty"

I said "hi ... it's you!" - (i didn't mean it in a bad way)

her response was "is that a good thing or a bad thing" with some clearly down feelings -

i held up my hand in a hi five -

and she gladly - SMACKED FIVE!

and said - thanks

I got my stuff - we laughed a bit -

and I sat down.

I saw her work - and she was generally quite nice -
just very much - had uncommon looks - and a really abrupt cracking voice delivery -

she was great though.

I learned in Toronto - this too - not everyone has an easy time being nice -

I might add to this - I think "nice" is not the word maybe - conventional - is better

she was quite nice - in most ways.

c'est la vie - c'est vrais.

Mark,

That's a cool perspective to keep hold of. So often when we are triggered or misteated we conclude that the whole world sucks. But once we calm down we can see that there really are good and decent people we can relate to.

Much love,
Larry

on that note larry -

today's venting - and getting really bitchy=

has made me see things alot more clearly both with compassion for myself

and also others -

like i said to you - i think all of us can have fatigue induced total bitch
moments - but it happens -

it reminds me of Rupert Everett talking to Julia Roberts in my best friend's wedding

life can seem a whole lot clearer after a psychotic episode can't it?

lol

oh yes - and also dancing around the house.. it helps hhehe

I like!!

thanks LR!