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#151325 - 04/17/07 04:04 PM First Light
jamie' Offline
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Registered: 03/09/07
Posts: 125
Loc: Ont, Can
Growing in this world backwards and angry
Unraveling with my distrust
Swallowing seeds of my disgust
Suffering from my lovers touch
Which feels like stabbing to me
And this was my reality
With no voice of hope in my ear
No arms of safty outstretched to hold me
I've been feeling these things all my years
But i can feel a change and i'm ready for it
years of tears dropped like morning dew from tree tops
splatter and streaked melted down the frost so i can feel my hart beat
a sour feeling with a small hand wraped around my finger
just sweet enough that i wish for it to linger
but its so fragile i'm scared of it snapping
bittersweet because as a man this is a new feeling
I want to trust you so much that i feel like pleading
to who, for what?
i dont know but this desperate feeling keeps eating
And scratching, scraping, waiting

I want to take you to the ocean, face wet with its mist
So we can drift in its vastness
lose ourselfs and drown in our dreaming, get lost in it
play like children and make up the time from our autumns lost
roll around in the leaves
all fears and worries carried off with a cool breeze
night sets in but the dark breaks
moonlight lit path shines our way
and with you i believe
a better day can be cought not far off
fear moves further the closer you come near
sour gets sweeter, blurred becomes clearer
These are my expressions to you
My dreams for you and with you
And in the wake its all alright because i'm beside you
hand still wraped around my finger
sours feeling turns sweet and still lingers
head on my chest and i feel my hart beat
It's beating and i'm feeling
and i'm laying with you, and i'm ok
And thats cool!

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No matter how long and dark the night is, Or the fear and hurt that it can bring, there will always be a dawn, where we can push the past aside and move forward with hope.

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#151516 - 04/18/07 04:16 PM Re: First Light [Re: jamie']
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Jamie,

Originally Posted By: jamie'
These are my expressions to you
My dreams for you and with you
And in the wake its all alright because i'm beside you
hand still wraped around my finger
sours feeling turns sweet and still lingers
head on my chest and i feel my hart beat
It's beating and i'm feeling
and i'm laying with you, and i'm ok
And thats cool!


What a cool image. I hope you continue to enjy this beautiful connection.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#151518 - 04/18/07 04:35 PM Re: First Light [Re: roadrunner]
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
Thanks, Jamie, I liked that place a lot. Thanks for letting me go there with you. Bobby

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I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.




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#151728 - 04/19/07 04:21 PM Re: First Light [Re: Bobby]
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Registered: 04/06/07
Posts: 55
Loc: Michigan
Feels good, Jamie! Thanks a lot. I needed this respite after writing my poem of pain.

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