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#150034 - 04/10/07 11:12 AM confessions of a clean=a-holic
markgreyblue Offline

Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
eh -

just writing a bit more -

i find - when i stick around the house -

as much as i love worrying about keeping the house in order -
(definitely haus husband tendencies)

i do not wish to be a haus husband ( unless i paint at home i guess)

i love the small caretakings and a nice stocked, ordered, comfortable home -

BUT - i think that - when i am home - it's like I get so wrapped up in my anxieties - the cleaning nearly is an OCD

you know?

and then also - i think I do not want to be a haushu...

i perhaps would not be happily resolute at the burnished edges of my haus. \:\)

at the same time - I think i need to life my head up and set a tragectory for out there -

I think i just need to be brave enough - to envision this - rather than

block at the monolithic fear (s) of what if'ssss..........

but to vision beyond the fear -

and push myself -

I saw a very nice movie on the way back from Moscow -

"Miss Potter" -

at first the distinct accent - turned me off slightly -

but i really enjoyed it - I mention it - becuase Miss Potter was an independent creative. Beatrix Potter was the children's author. \:\)

I reccommend it - starring - Renee Zellweeger and Ewan McGregor -

it was very good.


Edited by markgreyblue (04/10/07 11:13 AM)
" not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous

#150067 - 04/10/07 01:32 PM Re: confessions of a clean=a-holic [Re: markgreyblue]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Your idea of a house isn't just a clean place, it's also very nicely decorated and, well, just beautiful. You have a great aesthetic sense, my friend. I wouldn't worry about your interest in matching that by keeping things tidy unless that diverts you from everything else or hijacks your other interests.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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