Blake - Your pain is palpable, I feel it from where I sit. And it seems to has lasted forever. And it seems like it will last forever, but it won't. Because you are pouring out your soul. You are releasing the pain through your words and tears. Every little bit that you let out will lead to your relief, will lead to your finding who you are and who you are meant to be. There is a light, I've seen it. I'm living it. A year and a half ago I felt lost in the depth of the darkness you feel lost in now. Your friends here will help you find your way out, I will if I can. The mere fact that you are here speaks volumes about where you can go next. Try not to let them, the evil ones, continue to hurt you. It has been said that the best form of revenge is living a good life. You can win now. You, the grown man, are now rescuing the boy inside who has suffered for so long. You are feeling his pain, you are taking all of this on because he was too young and small and vulnerable to handle it when it happened. You are becoming your own savior. When the angels reach down to pull you from the wreckage, hold on tight, let them provide you with the comfort their arms offer, you deserve it. We all deserve to find some comfort in this world. You will find yours too. If you want, PM me. I'm a good listener. I wish you peace. - John
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