I hate you
with a rage that burns deep into my soul
every breath I take
my lungs burn with desire
desire to ruin you, hurt you.
The unthinkable pain you inflicted
on a little boy who only wanted to be loved.
But rest assured, this hate will one day be used
in a constructive way.
I will no longer let what you've done control me.
One day you will read an article, a book, or maybe see my image on screen. And you will know... I'm alive.
And I'm here to tell the world
you couldn't kill that little boy
He grew up, and became strong.
became Me.

Way to Go Mack!

I love the determination with which you speak. I have no doubt in my mind that you will do exactly as you say you will and this would will be a better place because you are a part of it.

Love ya
Darrel

Darrel,
Thank you so much. I hadn't written in years and those words seemed to just write themselves.
I'm beginning to understand that I do have a place in this world and I have a job to do....when I'm able. There are thousands of little boys out there who need someone to speak out for them.