Larry, can't really say why I'm feeling sorta down... Not like I could pick some things to blame it on. I don't really know..
More an overall kind of feeling like you know, everything becomes a bit dull, going out with friends is not as relaxing and just a nice evening of talking and joking anymore, nothing interests me much... I don't know how to explain.
It's like I get out of bed in the morning, eat breakfast, go to a friend or watch some tv, or go to work, etc, and then its evening again and i go to bed or I don't cause i dont want to face the nightmares i know i will get.
It's better then the anxiety all the time maybe? I dont know. Dont know anything i suppose. But now i'm starting to whine so i'll shut up