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#143707 - 03/01/07 08:50 PM Re: Normal Reaction? [Re: usccabum1985]
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Registered: 08/08/06
Posts: 1948
usccabum..........so sorry... please be strong...and try and take care of yourself......steve


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#143718 - 03/01/07 09:43 PM Re: Normal Reaction? [Re: sabata]
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Registered: 08/22/05
Posts: 3069
USC, be gentle with yourself. You're in my thoughts.


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#144137 - 03/05/07 04:41 PM Re: Normal Reaction? [Re: Dewey2k]
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Registered: 06/22/06
Posts: 43
Loc: Illinois
Im out of Ideas. I tried to go on a climbing trip to ease my minde, and It only made things so much worse. I guess the only benifit to the trip aisde form the climbing was that I was able to eat a little ( 8 hour drive and sleeping in 20deg wather will do that to a person) The whole drive down I was realy freeked out at the thought of driving on the winding back roads. I made it home in one piece but by minde is worse than before. Its like this huge void inside me has been made 10x worse. I keep having dreams about her and wake up expecting to see her there and I have to reminde myself she's gone. I realy cant take this. this is not what I need. to make it worse It seems like my famaly is caving in on its self. I cant seem to interact with my sister for some reason. She thinks this not real. I cant stand it. I want out. this is not what I signed up for. I truly think I have lernd a valubal leson, dont let anyone get that close again. Im sinking, and I dont know how to cope. Why did this hapen?

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"same old repitition fealing up and down agen, sorrow is a highway that never seams to end"
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#144162 - 03/05/07 08:43 PM Re: Normal Reaction? [Re: usccabum1985]
Cooljule Offline
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Registered: 08/10/06
Posts: 69
Loc: New Jersey
the child in you can only take so much,this will pass.Be good to yourself and keep coming back

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#144163 - 03/05/07 08:46 PM Re: Normal Reaction? *DELETED* [Re: usccabum1985]
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Posts: 69
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#144164 - 03/05/07 08:54 PM Re: Normal Reaction? [Re: Cooljule]
Cooljule Offline
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Registered: 08/10/06
Posts: 69
Loc: New Jersey
still a virgin and trying to "work on that"Keep your head high and there is no shame in being a virgin.The shame belongs to this sick world that puTS a cheap price tag on sex and love.We have a lot of love to give to this world.WE WILL GIVE BACK WHAT THE WORLD HAS TAKEN FROM US

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#144178 - 03/06/07 12:39 AM Re: Normal Reaction? [Re: Cooljule]
Brian Offline
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Registered: 05/03/01
Posts: 1563
Loc: Upstate NY
USC,

Times like these - it's impossible to find the right words. I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you.

Brian

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