Yes, mtz, welcome, I'll just add my greeting to l and f's above.
Make yourself at home. This is probably the best club house you could find. There are guys here who will understand what you're talking about...no explanations necessary. There's probably more than a couple of us who've felt or been through similar circumstances. Like others have said in past greetings to new members..."Sorry that you had to go looking for a place like this, but we're glad you're here."
"No soul is desolate as long as there is a human being for whom it can feel trust and reverence."