Hey Terry...I sure do need rest. I have never been soo tired. My son will be spending another night at the hospital. His o2 levels are still low. Thanks for listening...Dave...GOD BLESS!

Your welcome Dave. Hope you and your son get things going better soon.


Terry (redsongbird)

Dave, it may help to deal with this guy. I mean he may still be doing it to others. In my situation the abuser did it to me and probably at least 100 other kids. I followed up to stop that from happening. Also read a book you can not put down.

Read Abused Boys by Mic Hunter. That will help I think. (a lot) it did me

Good luck.

Dave,
I still live where I was abused! I had moved away in my mind but came back Aug. 2000 when I started to remember the flashbacks that I was having. Now I'm 53 and pretty much hiding in my house looking out at the woods behind me where most of it happened. The abusers are all gone...thank god... but everything else looks the same. I don't know what I'ld do if they were still here but I have a good idea that I would lose control. Be carefull of who you tell, I told my wife and therapists, Pdocs only. Don't tell anyone the name of the abuser, incase something bad happens to him...you don't want to end up being sexually abused in jail!! Sounds like you steped into hell like I did, so don't feel alone!

Welcome to NOMSV
Eddie

Dave,

I'm new here to this board and say your post. Visiting home is tough for me, I don't think I could move back. I hope things are getting better for you and the holidays don't cause to many bad memories to return.

Ken

I hope things have gotten better for you Dave. I know it has been hard moving back.
I could not do it. Mic Hunter's 2 books are both good, someone else mentioned the first one. Do what you need to to work through some of this. No reason to suffer even more.
There has been enough of that already. Find someone to talk to. Take care.