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#140326 - 02/04/07 08:56 PM finding myself
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Registered: 12/19/03
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today i faced some paranoia and also started to
look at the question of

connecting and making friends -

i am finding myself -

the good and the bad - the stronger and the insecure stuff -

and the acceptance - i don't really have the best expression

to convey this -

all i know is - i could see myself - in the pejorative -

like - i wish i were this - i would like to be something

nice or attractive - but

i think - we are a lot of things each of us.

we have many expressions -

i am finding - kind of - a personality space LOL

how weird - mark feels fluffy nice -

sharing time - (((hugs)))

\:\)

I saw the Queen Mary 2 today - it was so freakin' huge -

I talked to an Englishman from Manchester who was there
(who said they beat liverpool in soccer today ste fyi
- he said to give you crap for that fyi)

but we watched the boat come in -

stunning - HUGE - we were awestruck - MASSIVE

and we talked of george bush - and england -

Prince Charles - the boat (150,000 tons big)

how it was built in Germany -

and each collection of people standing around
nearly - spoke a different language there -

there were fire boats spraying water sky high in celebration -

and band was going to play soon -

there were speed boats

and

helicopters - and jet skis flipping out!

even -- a small rainbow above - no foolin'

magic -

i am lucky - cause i have my friends from here inside

i can share it with them here - and there \:\)

and sort of stand on their shoulders -

or not - i can be me now \:\)

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#140357 - 02/05/07 04:39 AM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
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I hope you are ok mark, I am doing well. I love DC and miss talking with you. I hope all is well.

You are one friend I think of when I think of MS.

I want you to know how much you have helped me.

Finally things are going in the direction I wanted.

Thank you for being a friend. It has meant a lot to me in the

last few years.

Love your brother here at MS,

Michael Jospeh

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#140403 - 02/05/07 03:29 PM Re: finding myself [Re: michael Joseph]
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Mark

It sounds like you had a really nice time. Mark we will always be with you.

Duncan

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#140408 - 02/05/07 04:22 PM Re: finding myself [Re: duncanUK]
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Danke Shein Herren.

\:\)

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#140414 - 02/05/07 06:23 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
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Sind sie deutsch? order bist du deutsch? Was machen sie heute abend in San Francusco?

ribbit

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#140416 - 02/05/07 07:02 PM Re: finding myself [Re: froggy12]
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oh please-

i wanna be a producer - like the hit shows on broadway...

lol

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#140445 - 02/05/07 09:36 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
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I told you stay away from Polk St - now see what happened?

ribbit

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#140448 - 02/05/07 10:07 PM Re: finding myself [Re: froggy12]
markgreyblue Offline
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polka?

lawrence welk is here too!

--??

ribbitodibbito do.

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#140451 - 02/05/07 10:10 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
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And a one, and a two...

*I see bubbles*

Hi, Mark. \:\)

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#140459 - 02/05/07 11:13 PM Re: finding myself [Re: EGL]
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turn on deh bubbles machine....
lol

hahahahah

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#140593 - 02/07/07 11:36 AM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
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sorry nm



Edited by markgreyblue (02/07/07 11:37 AM)
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#140619 - 02/07/07 02:54 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
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I am polish mark I play the accordian!!!

I really do but you know what can I say only half polish.

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#140873 - 02/09/07 02:43 PM Re: finding myself [Re: michael Joseph]
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now that's cool michael -

i see performance art poetry reading in this.

nice.

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#140888 - 02/09/07 03:47 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
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first I have to get the accordian from my ex wife

at the next conference look for me and my accordian

I want to present sometime at one of the conferences on music and healing. Music Therapy and male survivors.

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#141047 - 02/10/07 07:18 PM Re: finding myself [Re: michael Joseph]
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that's sounds potentially lively and fun -

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#141048 - 02/10/07 07:18 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
markgreyblue Offline
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and bubbly! \:\) lol

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#141081 - 02/11/07 02:17 AM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
michael Joseph Offline
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what is it a pet skunk!

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#141148 - 02/11/07 03:50 PM Re: finding myself [Re: michael Joseph]
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a skunk that you have as pet? \:\) \:\)

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#141152 - 02/11/07 04:03 PM Re: finding myself [Re: duncanUK]
michael Joseph Offline
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they won't let me have one but just you wait

I have wanted two of everything just call me Noah!


Goal is a petting zoo and a B and B. LOL we shall see.

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#141158 - 02/11/07 04:46 PM Re: finding myself [Re: michael Joseph]
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michael

tell them that i said that you could have one.

duncan

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#141176 - 02/11/07 07:21 PM Re: finding myself [Re: duncanUK]
michael Joseph Offline
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ok I WANT ONE there are a lot of skunks near DC

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