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#140326 - 02/04/07 08:56 PM finding myself
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
today i faced some paranoia and also started to
look at the question of

connecting and making friends -

i am finding myself -

the good and the bad - the stronger and the insecure stuff -

and the acceptance - i don't really have the best expression

to convey this -

all i know is - i could see myself - in the pejorative -

like - i wish i were this - i would like to be something

nice or attractive - but

i think - we are a lot of things each of us.

we have many expressions -

i am finding - kind of - a personality space LOL

how weird - mark feels fluffy nice -

sharing time - (((hugs)))

\:\)

I saw the Queen Mary 2 today - it was so freakin' huge -

I talked to an Englishman from Manchester who was there
(who said they beat liverpool in soccer today ste fyi
- he said to give you crap for that fyi)

but we watched the boat come in -

stunning - HUGE - we were awestruck - MASSIVE

and we talked of george bush - and england -

Prince Charles - the boat (150,000 tons big)

how it was built in Germany -

and each collection of people standing around
nearly - spoke a different language there -

there were fire boats spraying water sky high in celebration -

and band was going to play soon -

there were speed boats

and

helicopters - and jet skis flipping out!

even -- a small rainbow above - no foolin'

magic -

i am lucky - cause i have my friends from here inside

i can share it with them here - and there \:\)

and sort of stand on their shoulders -

or not - i can be me now \:\)

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#140357 - 02/05/07 04:39 AM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
I hope you are ok mark, I am doing well. I love DC and miss talking with you. I hope all is well.

You are one friend I think of when I think of MS.

I want you to know how much you have helped me.

Finally things are going in the direction I wanted.

Thank you for being a friend. It has meant a lot to me in the

last few years.

Love your brother here at MS,

Michael Jospeh

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#140403 - 02/05/07 03:29 PM Re: finding myself [Re: michael Joseph]
duncanUK Offline
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Registered: 12/24/06
Posts: 632
Mark

It sounds like you had a really nice time. Mark we will always be with you.

Duncan

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you dont see me. i am not really here. Its my fault.. all of it. I am to blame and no one else.

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#140408 - 02/05/07 04:22 PM Re: finding myself [Re: duncanUK]
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
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Loc: Pasadena, CA
Danke Shein Herren.

\:\)

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#140414 - 02/05/07 06:23 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
froggy12 Offline
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Registered: 11/12/06
Posts: 527
Loc: Marlboro, MA 01752
Sind sie deutsch? order bist du deutsch? Was machen sie heute abend in San Francusco?

ribbit

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#140416 - 02/05/07 07:02 PM Re: finding myself [Re: froggy12]
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
oh please-

i wanna be a producer - like the hit shows on broadway...

lol

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#140445 - 02/05/07 09:36 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
froggy12 Offline
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Registered: 11/12/06
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Loc: Marlboro, MA 01752
I told you stay away from Polk St - now see what happened?

ribbit

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#140448 - 02/05/07 10:07 PM Re: finding myself [Re: froggy12]
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
polka?

lawrence welk is here too!

--??

ribbitodibbito do.

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#140451 - 02/05/07 10:10 PM Re: finding myself [Re: markgreyblue]
EGL Offline
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Registered: 06/19/04
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And a one, and a two...

*I see bubbles*

Hi, Mark. \:\)

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#140459 - 02/05/07 11:13 PM Re: finding myself [Re: EGL]
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
turn on deh bubbles machine....
lol

hahahahah

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