today i faced some paranoia and also started to
look at the question of

connecting and making friends -

i am finding myself -

the good and the bad - the stronger and the insecure stuff -

and the acceptance - i don't really have the best expression

to convey this -

all i know is - i could see myself - in the pejorative -

like - i wish i were this - i would like to be something

nice or attractive - but

i think - we are a lot of things each of us.

we have many expressions -

i am finding - kind of - a personality space LOL

how weird - mark feels fluffy nice -

sharing time - (((hugs)))



I saw the Queen Mary 2 today - it was so freakin' huge -

I talked to an Englishman from Manchester who was there
(who said they beat liverpool in soccer today ste fyi
- he said to give you crap for that fyi)

but we watched the boat come in -

stunning - HUGE - we were awestruck - MASSIVE

and we talked of george bush - and england -

Prince Charles - the boat (150,000 tons big)

how it was built in Germany -

and each collection of people standing around
nearly - spoke a different language there -

there were fire boats spraying water sky high in celebration -

and band was going to play soon -

there were speed boats

and

helicopters - and jet skis flipping out!

even -- a small rainbow above - no foolin'

magic -

i am lucky - cause i have my friends from here inside

i can share it with them here - and there

and sort of stand on their shoulders -

or not - i can be me now

I hope you are ok mark, I am doing well. I love DC and miss talking with you. I hope all is well.

You are one friend I think of when I think of MS.

I want you to know how much you have helped me.

Finally things are going in the direction I wanted.

Thank you for being a friend. It has meant a lot to me in the

last few years.

Love your brother here at MS,

Michael Jospeh

Mark

It sounds like you had a really nice time. Mark we will always be with you.

Duncan

Danke Shein Herren.

Sind sie deutsch? order bist du deutsch? Was machen sie heute abend in San Francusco?

ribbit

oh please-

i wanna be a producer - like the hit shows on broadway...

lol

I told you stay away from Polk St - now see what happened?

ribbit

polka?

lawrence welk is here too!

--??

ribbitodibbito do.

And a one, and a two...

*I see bubbles*

Hi, Mark.

turn on deh bubbles machine....
lol

hahahahah