i have been broaching closer and closer the idea of a relationship lately -
all things point towards this - though
it seems the big block is in me.
i think i needed to look at myself -
i very much looked outside myself and said
'i want this - just this image' kind of thing - well complete with - emotions thinking
but not really thought through -
i've had so few 'real relationships'
that i kind of thought - well what is it?
to me - what is it that i want -
i thought - what is it my partner - would want
what are we to each other?
that hit me -
what am i to him - and what is he to me -
and do we live together - standing by each other -
for what the other needs and wants -
who would that be.?
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders
"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous