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#143003 - 02/23/07 11:00 PM Re: Shemales, Transexuals [Re: roadrunner]
Barney Offline

Registered: 07/31/06
Posts: 236
Loc: Southern Utah/Northern Arizon
John, thanks so much for posting your comments re this issue. I really appreciate your honesty and openness with this topic. Once again, I don't feel so wierd and strange knowing others have similar thoughts.

So nice to have a forum to express what is happening inside each of us and learn together how to love and accept ourselves in more ways than I could have ever hoped for.


#144031 - 03/04/07 06:32 PM Re: Shemales, Transexuals [Re: AshSurvived]
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Registered: 03/04/07
Posts: 2
I experienced something similar. For me it was awkward becasue I really supressed my abuse (wouldn't admit to myself it happened for years)and found myself looking at shemales.

Always considered myself straight, have never been attracted to a man, but felt really uncomfortble about it, especially once I started dealing with the abuse. What happened to me though, as a cause of the porn I looked at, was that a roomate saw it cached in my browser, and quietly told all his friends and my girlfriend, who left me. I'm still not over her and it's been a year.

So, I have all these people who think I am a self-loathing homosexual in denial, and it's really stressful to try and explain it, and even if I do, no one believes me...

I keep trying to tell myself that other people's uninformed opinions shouldn't make a difference on how I look at myself but ego already feels pretty fractured from life.

It hurts.

Edited by Daggenfel (03/04/07 06:33 PM)

#144180 - 03/06/07 12:57 AM Re: Shemales, Transexuals [Re: Daggenfel]
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Registered: 01/07/07
Posts: 167
Loc: Australia
That's really fucked Daggenfel. I hope you find some solace here, it's a great place that helps put these things into perspective and just feel ok to be be on the healing road. Welcome.

"It's your world Dave, I'm just livin' in it"

- Harvey Pekar to David Letterman
(American Splendour)

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