There is nothing abnormal about what you're experiencing right now. Although most people probably wouldn't admit it, it happens to everyone. Think about it. The only difference between homosexuals and heterosexuals is who they are capable of falling in love with. So if heterosexuals occasionally experience an attraction to someone of the same sex, how could homosexuals not occasionally experience an attraction to someone of the opposite sex? For me it was Shania Twain. lol.
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you will join us
And the world will live as one