I am learning to just be. I try not to force things to happen. I am not out to prevent my life from growing, but I am not worrying about how I label myself. I like 5 labels, a human being, a college student, an uncle, a brother and son, and a SURVIVOR. I am trying to melow out and rid myself of the stress. I had to go to the doctor yesterday, and even though doctors make me nervous, my blood pressure was good for the first time in years.
My life seems to be flowing in a positve direction. I still do not know who I truly am, but I am learning who I am not. It is a long journey, but I am just letting the current take me along, as I focus on not letting my academics get left behind.
"You live it or lie it" Metallica