I think you need to think long and hard on what you truly are wanting. Because based on your subject line, I would have to say 'why?' Do you truly and honestly want to go back to how you were? I don't think so. But maybe I don't know you as well as I like to think I do. Surviving is one thing. Healing is about progress, moving forward, not wishing to go back.

leosha

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"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963