Wow Aden. The mother F'er had his own "sex abuse song". I imagine that hearing that song, at any time, by anyone, would be a major trigger.
That's got to count as psychological torture.
My perp used to "whistle" for me & I had better come running, or it would be worse. So, I can relate somewhat to that, I think.
I tell you, I don't like puppets and clowns.
I don't know why, no clear memories about it, but I sure don't like them.
If the inability to sleep could be captured & there was a market, i bet most of us would be rich men.