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#126037 - 05/02/06 12:37 PM Epiphany
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self questioning -

yet also knowing now -

i think Bill Gates was absolutely on the mark -

I need lots of validation - I realized this -
both to stay - connected and yet to also
receive fulfillment -

to have those things - the culture too - that gives to you - that validates you too - either through calming or pleasing -

is self managing - is giving - and also caring -

it leads to knowing what you want too - i think - or perhaps is an outcropping - ?

i have the music on - that speaks - most of who i am -

a writer once said to me - your thoughts conceptually are so of "a certain" era - -

and now - i find - my tastes are also inclined to a period - just after that era as well -
i am listening to music of that time
and it is like a lullaby -

i want to put more things like this around -

i already have elements of it all - i didn't realize it !

have a great day - people -

love - mgb-

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-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#126038 - 05/02/06 07:22 PM Re: Epiphany
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Mark,

I think you are right. And probably we can all be dated to a decisive era in out lives - some time that reassures us or seems so familiar. My kids keep reminding me, "Dad, you are SOOOOO sixties.!" As if they would remember the period?!.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#126039 - 05/02/06 09:33 PM Re: Epiphany
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actually larry it isn't even an era i was alive in -

none of use were -

but - it fits ....? neat, eh?

anyway -

i think a lot of this is really and culture and context too -

i think as people - individuals - and even nations - we each have a context we prefer most

emotional sensiblity too - we like -

and thrive or feel most comforted and inspired by -

to know it - and feed it - in awareness is

the thing! eh?

so when i nap - i listen to x -

i dunno it may sounds spooky - i am just seeing it too - sorry if this is wacko -

but this too is why i love the monarchy -

it is a comfort to me - even in it's non - executive form -

it is good to know that family is - and ostensibly ever will be - there

"...oh them - they are always there -"

and they give awards for incredibly achievement - acomplished with a high standard ideals -"well done"

this is what is valued most! \:\)

it's a very good thing i think....!

you know?

whoops -

m

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#126040 - 05/03/06 01:50 PM Re: Epiphany
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i am nothing more than ,a little boy inside. who cries out for redemption but i always run and hide .epiphany by staind.

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#126041 - 05/06/06 01:36 AM Re: Epiphany
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redemption for....?

you are ok - look - my life is crap

my brain is half baked because i was squashed -

we are all ok from now on ... here in out

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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