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#124488 - 09/20/05 01:36 PM are we now explorers of inner space?
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
i was sitting here - i was
going to write some more
about my thoughts and observations -

on how i have reacted to things -
and how i perceive the pattern of what i am doing - and how i am learning to
manage myself -

to know my feelings
but not be destroyed by them

to keep it all going -

to know myself -
and now how i know,
i like to know myself

and to look beyond that....

my body is awkward some
this morning -

a new total awareness? it is like a goofy body
and so

it seems
how do i manage this?

lol i am so odd!!!

ok so here's the deal
i came home and rather than
becoming a victim of
the anxiety of the day - and loosing awareness
of how things are progressing or whatever -

i started to think about
how i will keep time -
keep aware of time -
and make use of the moments -

anyway - it is neat too -

anyway -
and so i sat here to write -
and there is some pattern to i see in us
here - not only are we individually trying to
make a sense of each of our lives

i see the trend here -

it was confusing - but it is good -
now i see that i am not alone in this
and also is part of our humanity
perhaps
to get after the unknown to know it
to know ourselves
where we are standing
what it means too-
what we are -
and the possibility
and it tells us
about us maybe

ciao for now

Mark gb

_________________________
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#124489 - 09/20/05 02:20 PM Re: are we now explorers of inner space?
markgreyblue Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
after i wrote this -

i rested some
and then

thought as i
did daily things -

i think i am a pig -
maybe just human?

i think i like things too and prefer
things that tell me
what more i can do
what the
the potential is
- for me -

rather than my limitation
or lack of potential -

it is neat though -

i am learning from it

ok - i need to get out more -

lol

_________________________
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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