i try not to let it get to me i say it doesn't but i think that it does
By the looks of this post, it does get to you.
But you know that.
What you have here is the age-old practice of self-medication, but the alcohol is not the medication to get rid of what you’ve got… it’s like hitting your hand with a hammer to get your mind off the headache.
I know, because I tried it too.
The only thing that will heal you is the medication of digging through all the crap, and that medicine scares all of us…
But you know that too.
Hang in there, you can do it.