Mikey, hey you give so much support, you deserve some peace, re-charge your batteries, yes, guess I know what you mean. Don't we all.
I hope we can all find the peace and understanding in knowing it was never our fault, and that we will become the strong ones', the ones' who made it above adversity.
Not blaming ourselves is indeed the biggest hurdle we all face, but if we get this far, then surely there is no greater hurdle ahead.
I wish you well in your absense, but hope you can be with us through Christmas and New Year when we really need to help those in need.
I would just like to say, thanks for being there, God has a place for you, a special place where abused kids can play with all the energy and abandon we were denied, snow ball fights, and all the other games that we really missed out on.
A place where hurt is replaced by the childhood we so sorely missed out on, a place of feeling secure instead of feeling so frightened and hurt.
It's only a dream, but surely it is possible.
It was meant.
Enjoy your holiday,
I wish you a happy Christmas and a GRReaaTTT NEW YEAR, and to all, bet I can beat you at a snowball fight,