hey guys I was thinking about this inner child thing today and it kinda hit me hard. this poem came to me thought I would share
Donít hate This small one that used to be you
I only did the best I knew given the load I carried then
And remember as you think of me, that crying was not allowed
The pain was just to be absorbed
Be brave, remember?... I was a big boy before you were a man
Donít hate me please for trying to make sense out of insanity
I simply didnít know the rules were wrong
The definition of strong, the meaning of tough
How was I supposed to know these things?
Maybe I was gullible, I didnít know deceit then
And the places where I went I had to go
And please donít hate me most of all for love of he who once was you
Believing it was not your fault, there was nothing I could do
To save you from the pain you feel today.
Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"