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Male Survivors
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no wonder you have a hard time dealing with it. you were there!! i have a hard time dealing with it, and i only read the post.
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Male Survivors
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This is in regards to my family of origin- I have already shared the "times" which have so messed me up. I am number 6 of 7 siblings. So needless to say, a great effort is placed to keep that pecking order from long ago in place. I stop
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U.S. & World News
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TRIGGER WARNING !! http://www.belch.com/blog/2012/08/05/creepy-ventriloquist-wanted-to-eat-little-boys/ http://www.foxnews.com/world/2012/08/04/...d-porn-network/ another accused pedophile ventriloquist... http://waxidermy.com/alex-housto
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Books, Music & Films for Survivors
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extreme TRIGGER warning * this is horrible. research: http://www.williams-thomas.co.uk/ http://theneedleblog.wordpress.com/
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Male Survivors
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Si- congratulations on the degree, being the first of generations to accomplish this, and for having the courage to talk about your experiences. We are all so proud of you and want you to know that!! I can share your age when it happened, the lon
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Introductions
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welcome aboard. i like it here. hope you do. i have met great people here. you are not weird. "For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing." -Apostle Paul Romans 7:19
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Books, Music & Films for Survivors
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Male Survivors
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Si Congratulations on earning your bachelor’s degree. I am so sorry that you were put in a situation that has left you unable to recognize the value in your accomplishments. This includes graduating from college, something to be very proud of, as we
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Introductions
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I'm not that new, I've been reading for a while. I have a history of sexual abuse when I was 9-12. Anyway I have terrible depression, anxiety and other issues. I just graduated college and I'm trying to live on my own. I would like to have a relation
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Male Survivors
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goodbye my dear brother, paul... you have given me so much hope... God has called you home to be with him... may you now have the innocence that was taken away from you... love you always, brother...
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Survivors of Female Abuse
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Thank you Focused, I really appreciate your very insightful and thoughtful comments. I'm totally new to this type of sharing so half the time I think I must be making a complete fool out of myself, or saying too much or sounding like some crazy mad m
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Male Survivors
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Plan for your future and starve your past. It’s your time for change. Praise God and escape out of the dungeons of your yesterday.
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Sexual Identity Issues
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I am writing this to exorcise some demons. I had terrible connections to other males when I was abused. I had a father who seemed to dislike me, an older brother who treated me poorly and I was smaller and younger than my peers at school and I excell
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Male Survivors
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I am sorry for your pain. It truly does suck that the past can control our life. Few understand our pain-the memories, the body memories and the sounds or words come alive as we try to sleep, they creep into our subconscious, robbing us of the sleep
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Male Survivors
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the first time i saw the stars (it was the summer between 4th & 5th grades. i had glasses for the first time. i had seen the big ones before - like the big dipper - but one night soon after i got glasses we went outside at night to see a lunar ec
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Male Survivors
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(((Si))) I connected with what you shared here so deeply I just had to write something...what I do not know yet. I was that kid too. It was not our fault. How could we not become what we did under those circumstances? We were trained sex slaves pur
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Male Survivors
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Daniel (and Charles) We love you. You are smart and strong. You exist for a reason in this world. It is OK to remember the ones you could not help, but following them to the darkness does not help them now. Can you remember them without fear? T
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Male Survivors
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Please remember fellow survivor, you are innocent. The feelings of hugging to initiate sex or control did not come from you but originated from the abuser. Try to remember what you wanted from a hug prior to the abuse, to evict the abuse control from
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Male Survivors
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Hang in there Daniel. Yes, it sucks, and its so unfair...none of us asked for this...why are we stuck with this crap? Reliving it over and over.. No good answers here friend. Nights are always the worst, but morning will come, and with daylight thin
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Male Survivors
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why is mind like this? why wouldn't just let it go?? how are we supposed to live like this?? why is it so unfair! ibeen doing eveything to be ok.. i didn't even log in here.. and then bam! there, remember, remember that, remember this, remember the
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Off Topic
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I love south park I prefer the older ones though. My fav episode is hooked on monkey phonics season 3. That opening 3 minute sequence always has me in stitches even though it probably isn't lmfao funny. Starving marvin season 1 is another classic one
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Male Survivors
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I haven't broke anything in rage for a while. The last time was a year ago (within 5 months of recovery)when I ripped up loads of clothes my perp had paid for over the years. I no longer have any clothes which he bought. I don't rip my clothes up whi
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Male Survivors
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before killing joke, before black sabbath, way back even before the ventures... my number one favourite band was... i loved this show.
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Male Survivors
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Hey, great thread! How'd I miss this before? Everything below is pre-CSA, and a great distraction from the problems with my parents. D.C. Comic Books Superman, Lois Lane, Jimmy OlsenSuperboy, Lana Lang, Ma & Pa KentThe FlashThe Green LanternAqua
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Male Survivors
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Originally Posted By: si How is a seven year old supposed to deal with those feelings? How is a four year old supposed to know how to handle a sexual relationship? This truly is the lowest point of my life. There is no way that child can handle whi
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