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Originally Posted By: victor-victimin my experience, most people use these symbols without any knowledge of their history or power. they just think they are "cool" or they use them to provoke and antagonize without any belief in the supern
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Books, Music & Films for Survivors
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I found this funny. It's a quote by the lead singer: "In almost every interview someone asks what does HIM stand for. I can't even remember our latest lie about that. When Hanson was hot, we said it means Hanson Is Murder. The name doesn't have
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in my experience, most people use these symbols without any knowledge of their history or power. they just think they are "cool" or they use them to provoke and antagonize without any belief in the supernatural. i have always felt there
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Spirituality and Survivors
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source http://www.biblegateway.com/audio/mclean/kjv/Eccl.3 you know, jacob s, something you posted really resonated with me. when i was a teenager, i used to make fun of the lord's prayer. i can totally relate. i would start with...
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I'm digging their sound. Nice. VV, is that ouroboros or the Midgard Serpent (the World Serpent)? It has norse runes on it, so I'd guess they meant Midgard, but I thought they were both suppose to be devouring their own tails? I guess it's all a matt
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Male Survivors
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Emotional connection during sex? Never happened to me. During sex I would usually leave the room emotionally. It just became this robotic, violent, physically explosive experience that left me feeling like I had my body turned inside-out, launched in
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source http://www.biblegateway.com/audio/mclean/kjv/Eccl.3
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Love all of these. Love Linkin Park.
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Male Survivors
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i found the video. please accept this gift.
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Male Survivors
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Hey B, must say that your post has many resemblances with how I've been feeling lately. When I came here one and half year ago I didn't know what exactly I was looking for except that I felt so lonely and like stuck isolated from outside world whi
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Hey J, it is good list with very powerful emotions, thanks for bringing it. Hang on and keep up with fighting. I believe in you ! Pero
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Hey dragon it is so nice to see you after so long! We miss you a lot! ((((dragon))))
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Male Survivors
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Maybe being in a state of perpetual fight-or-flight panic dries your sinuses out and causes them?
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Books, Music & Films for Survivors
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i just did some research and there seems to be no connection. perhaps they were on the bill that night, but i can't confirm that. i also discovered that HIM released an album called LOVE METAL anyway, my apologies for the confusion.
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Male Survivors
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I didn't know you had OCD, too. Nice to know I have another fellow sidewalk crack avoider/step counter on here. I'm so sorry about your mother. I wish you'd have had mine. I can't imagine the shit I deal with now, and having to grow up dealing with
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Male Survivors
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i can offer no advice. i do not know the solution. i can tell you that i feel the same way. i am still struggling with the 1st step in the 12 step program. surrender to the higher power. the 1st step is always the hardest. i live in a sta
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Male Survivors
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Originally Posted By: cant_rememberDear God. LAD, you continue to be my little brother. When I was in college, say 22 to 24 years old, Palace Music's Days in the Wake was my constant companion. "You Will Miss Me When I Burn" is the firs
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Male Survivors
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Originally Posted By: unhappycamperHey, as far as I recall, I was "only" raped once, and I have yet to figure out how upset one is "supposed" to be, more than 50 years afterward. Trauma means injury, so you can only measure it by
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Male Survivors
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I was abused by my father when I was between 9 to 11. I have a variety of memories of the events. They are visual or tactile memories. I've recently told my therapist about one unique memory that I am concerned is related to my abuse. It's auditory -
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Male Survivors
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Originally Posted By: ThisManI must feel the pain of what I have lost for just a bit longer........I have never been more real as a man in all my life than i am right now. And I hurt. And to acknowledge this for me, means I am stronger than I have
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Male Survivors
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I have had nosebleeds without any apparent reason with sporadic occurrence even during high school and college. I almost forgot how I was always expecting to happen and was thinking if I have handkerchief and where is toilette to be prepared. Now if
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Male Survivors
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I've been with my boyfriend for about three years. We have a normal sex life, but I think that I've only felt connected emotionally during sex twice. I don't think I dissociate. I remember the sex, but everything seems mechanical and without emotion.
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as far as i known HIM was the only group using the heart pentacle symbol as they came with it... its been their symbol since starting their band.. and it goes back years..
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Male Survivors
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May be a trigger. I've needed to post this for days, but I have been fearful of upsetting someone or offending someone. But here goes... yikes... I just used a "but statement", which can't be good. I am in a dark place. I am not reall
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