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Poetry
Jump to new posts Re: poem 60 by dark empathy @ 13 minutes 24 seconds ago

Just to explain this a little, I'm sure everyone recognizes where this is from, like my previous poem Absolution row its a reworking of Bob Dillen, though where Absolution row took desolation row, a song which I believe was intended to be pretty dark
Poetry
Jump to new posts poem 60 by dark empathy @ 20 minutes 32 seconds ago

Come gather round people wherever you roam, And count every penny of what you will own, And who owe's you money and how big's your lone, If your time to you is worth savin', Your balance sheets lacking with no totals shown, Yet the times they are
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: Last nights "night Terror" Triggers by banterings @ Yesterday at 11:39 PM

iaccus, I don't want to be a downer, but your father is still hurting you. Your nightmare is you running from him. (In your nightmare you have a gun, instead shooting him, you shoot yourself.) Stop running. Confront him. Exorcize the the ghost f
Sexual Identity Issues
Jump to new posts Re: This issue is causing so much stress by focusedbody @ Yesterday at 11:30 PM

Tryingtolive: What you are going through seems familiar to me. As hard as it might be, slowing things down so that thoughts and reactions become clear can help. In my experience, the slower things get, the closer I get to the real pain and sorrow.
Spirituality and Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: a deep hole - how do you fill it? by victor-victim @ Yesterday at 11:24 PM

how long and hard i tried to fill my whole inside. my soul was a black hole, spirit spiraling out of control. i can't begin to tell you how much it hurt. depression is a dry well in the middle of a desert. O God, thou art my God; early will I
Spirituality and Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: STILL? by victor-victim @ Yesterday at 11:07 PM

it has been some years since. did they every reach out to you after the initial contact? just curious. did you ever find a fellowship with whom you could feel comfortable? i am still looking.
Poetry
Jump to new posts Re: Sleeping Death by victor-victim @ Yesterday at 11:01 PM

my tears have been falling like leaves lately. there is no rhythm, no rhyme to when it happens. sudden, unbidden emotion floods through me, pours over me like fresh rain. washes away the stains and the old pain. leaving me standing there, bare
Poetry
Jump to new posts Re: I am the dreamer by victor-victim @ Yesterday at 10:57 PM

such strength and vulnerability in one package. great poem. you had me at "Secrets, unspeakable" thank you.
Poetry
Jump to new posts I am the dreamer by bluesky @ Yesterday at 10:34 PM

Constant,restraint, Secrets, unspeakable Deterrent, stumble Shame, pain, power drain Anger, injustice Darkness is my friend Light is a dream Free, flee Stay, hold me Strength, relent Bold, fold Worthless, useless, shitless Darkness is my fri
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: Last nights "night Terror" Triggers by betrayed boy @ Yesterday at 10:04 PM

hi iaccus I also have crazy nightmares, even at times if I nap during the day, sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat sheets soaked so bad I have to get up and change them, my heart is p
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: Last nights "night Terror" Triggers by betrayed boy @ Yesterday at 10:03 PM

hi iaccus I also have crazy nightmares, even at times if I nap during the day, sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat sheets soaked so bad I have to get up and change them, my heart is p
Sexual Identity Issues
Jump to new posts Re: Trans porn, bisexuality, crossdressing, surviving by banterings @ Yesterday at 09:43 PM

Victor, Your response, "my wife and a cat - nothing kinky" is funny in light of the CSI reference I made above ("Fur and Loathing). On a serious not, animals really help the healing process. I also like that you responded to the
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: WHEN is it appropriate to tell som1 you like them? by Magellan @ Yesterday at 07:59 PM

People keep telling me I have to believe in myself. How the hell do I believe in myself if I can't make sense of really basic fucking things? How do hell I develop faith and belief in myself if I'm incredibly retarded about all this stuff?
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: Last nights "night Terror" Triggers by Bluedogone @ Yesterday at 07:55 PM

Iaccus, I'm so sorry to hear this. And so sorry that there's nothing I can offer except my hugs {{{{{IACCUS}}}}} Please remember you're not alone. What makes this so hellish is you have no control over when these nightmares will come. Thankfully
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: Ups and Downs by Bluedogone @ Yesterday at 07:38 PM

Kevin, No matter how many times I say it or hear it, it always helps to know I'm not alone. And as you try to stay away from that darkest of places, please know you're not alone. Ideally she would somehow bring back the understanding and the knowi
Books, Music & Films for Survivors
Jump to new posts Untouchables *****Triggering as Fk****** by Still @ Yesterday at 07:23 PM

The United Nations Still does not give a flying fart about this, as its "cultural."
U.S. & World News
Jump to new posts LT jr sentenced to 10 years by Obi @ Yesterday at 05:46 PM

Lawrence Taylor Jr., the 33-year-old son of former New York Giants star and Pro Football Hall of Famer Lawrence Taylor, has been sentenced to 10 years in Georgia prison for statutory rape and child molestation, the New York Daily News reported. The
Sexual Identity Issues
Jump to new posts This issue is causing so much stress by Tryingtolive @ Yesterday at 05:38 PM

so much self doubt ... So much anxiety ... And my depression is getting worse ...these same sex attractions are getting to me. It's a certain thing that that I'm attracted to.. I consider myself a heterosexual ... But this issue is leading me to be
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: Last nights "night Terror" Triggers by Tryingtolive @ Yesterday at 05:05 PM

Ur not alone iaccus... Sometimes I dream out my abuse .... All those feelings I had back as kid are there in my dream ... Waking up with cold sweats and sometimes wondering where I'm at and hoping that I'm safe .. ... Hope things get better for you
Health and Wellbeing
Jump to new posts Re: From Here to Eternity? Property and the Dead Hand by Becoming Other @ Yesterday at 04:13 PM

So I finished up this book: From Here to Eternity? Property and the Dead Hand by Ronald Chester Professor of Law New England School of Law Boston Massachusetts Vandeplas Publishing, 2007 Chester quotes Ralph Braiser, saying that to the rest of
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: Ups and Downs by iaccus @ Yesterday at 02:28 PM

You are not alone brother, fight the good fight!
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Ups and Downs by KMCINVA @ Yesterday at 02:02 PM

I know I have been a little down lately, some have said for sometime. I saw someone I had not seen in awhile and they remarked you look great but are you alright. I said why, they responded you look glassy eyed and your voice is without the bubbly t
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Last nights "night Terror" Triggers by iaccus @ Yesterday at 01:45 PM

Last night I had another one of my recurring nightmares/night terrors. At approximately 3:00 am. I was a boy again, and after arguing with my brothers my father became involved. The argument was very heated. After some time I confronted my father (
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: What my psychologist told me by Chase Eric @ Yesterday at 11:30 AM

Food for thought, Alone... Just one time? That's like saying to a soldier who just had his leg blown off - hey, it was just one mine. But that soldier lost something. And he'll never get it back. Ever. And so did you. These events amputate us
Male Survivors
Jump to new posts Re: What my psychologist told me by bluesky @ Yesterday at 11:05 AM

Hey I'm sorry that you are going through this. To me it is not only insensitive and callous of the Therapist. It would not matter if you came in talking about how you felt when a friend took your ice cream when you where 5 and especially when it abo
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